Mish-Mash
Written @ 2:17 a.m. on March 17, 2005
I'm back! I'm back! I promised to update more often, but what can I say, I'm a flake sometimes. Okay, more than sometimes. Anyway. I have been successfully moved into my new place for about a month now. It sucks. I don't like it. Just a lotta reasons for it.
So I've been everywhere lately. Getting out all the time, going random places, having a bit of a social life (gasp). I've started swimming 2-3 days a week at a state metro park/resort with my Mom and favorite-Uncle-who-is-a-father-to-me. Fun times.
I just got wireless for my laptop, so I'm sitting on my couch and writing. I think it'll help because it's more private to write this way. Otherwise family members tend to read over your shoulder and I'm all self conscious writing. So maybe the entries will be more often.
I'm back on the great college debate, once again. I'm going to go, I want historic preservation. There is the art college in Savannah I've been looking at, they're having a visitation type thing up here on April 16th that I've RSVPed for already. I'm not going to make any decisions till after I go to that, but it's either that one or back up to northern Ohio to the college I left. I miss it, oddly enough. I think I loved it in a way, even though I was only there for a week. I finally got my head on straight and figured out why I flipped and left the way I did. They just don't have exactly what I want to study. Dammit. Almost no one does. Just nine colleges in the world have it as an undergraduate degree. But I don't want to settle for a school. So I've got to figure it out. Someday I will, I Hope.
In other news, my Mom is still sick, no one can figure out what is wrong. Doctors, doctors everywhere, and no diagnosis in sight. I wish someone would just figure it out already. It makes me miserable seeing her hurt. I just want to make it all better. I just want to make everything better for everyone I love. Unfortunately we do not live in such a perfect world.
I can't believe "they" decided to drill in the Arctic refuge!! Fuckers. I hope it never really happens.
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