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I'm a kid again, Looking forward to September, Thank you
Written @ 1:23 a.m. on August 02, 2003

Today was my kid day. For starters, I really, really wanted some chocolate chip pancakes. B0b Evans does not have them. So I settled for the oh-so-adult ham and cheese omelette (I WILL have my chocolate chip pancakes someday soon, dammit) and a slice of banana nut bread. Then I traversed to W@lmart with my family, where I did something incredibly strange. Something I have never done before. I wondered down the isles, touching and playing with the merchandise. Sure, I guess people normally do, but I have never done that. I think my depression meds are kicking in. Yeah buddy, I'm finally acting like a normal human being. Either that or the stress of thinking about college is making me crack even further than normal. Hmm. It's a close race between the two.

But I actually had fun. I let myself go and had a good time. I think it's a breakthrough.

Tomorrow we are going to a little roadside stand we love, to get many yummy fresh vegetables. One of the few good things about summer are the veggies.

So tell me, does the weather watch the calendar too? It seems like the second the month switches to August, the humidity skyrockets and its hazy. I hate August. I really do. This month has never been my cup of tea and I would really rather not have it in my year. It's keeping me from my favorite season, Fall. Oh how I love that season.

So here I'll be, watching the days pass until September. And driving myself nuts over college.

I am obsessive.

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